Ever have one of those days when the person you think understands you the most turns out to have no true understanding of you at all. All this time wasted explaining the thoughts running through your mind to find out they never really listened in the first place. Disappointed sure, but mostly confused. So it must be true then because you do not understand me, I will never understand you. I fear it is possibly because you maybe too stubborn to forget about yourself for once, maybe other people do have it worse off than you. I remember you looking at me in envy, your always wanting to be something or someone else. I wish you could understand that everyone loves you for who you are, if you remain true to yourself you remain true to everyone else.

So where does this leave us? I know I need you more than ever. Theres so many things I am about to go through and I wouldn’t dare to dream the dreams I do if I knew you weren’t by my side holding my hand.

Sometimes things are difficult and sometimes things are really difficult. This week has been the later.

I miss you already.